insecurity

"People are never more insecure than when they become obsessed with their fears at the expense of their dreams."
--Norman Cousins

reactions and behaviors

“We mistakenly assume that if our partners love us they will react and behave in certain ways - the ways we react and behave when we love someone.”
--John Gray

Love

"Love is giving someone the power to destroy you...but trusting them not to"
--Unknown

thirst

Ever want something to work sooo bad?? - you know you're gonna reap all kinds of benefits.

I rarely quote hindi songs lol b/c they are much too sappy for me but this one really works for me at the current moment.

Neele neele ambar par chaand jab aaye
Pyaar barsaaye humko tarsaaye
Aisa koi saathi ho aisa koi premi ho
Pyaas dil ki bujha jaaye
Neele neele ambar par chaand jab aaye
Pyaar barsaaye humko tarsaaye

wtfffffff --- Snooki gets $32K to talk 'GTL' on Rutgers campus

...I have to add - I saw her in my lobby at work. She's a short lil thing with big hair and shoes and much too obvious makeup. Completely overlookable. I actually walked past her and then realized when I saw her body guard.

death

"Why don't you kids understand - When someone dies, he doesn't die alone..."
--Doctor character in Anjaana Anjaani

pain

"We must all suffer from one of two pains: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret. The difference is discipline weighs ounces while regret weighs tons."
--Jim Rohn

Is it unprofessional...

I just got off the phone with Help Desk and my company's helpdesk toll free number routes to a call center in India. I desperately want to ask questions about where in India they are located, their office bldg, and what's outside their bldg, etc. lol I never do cuz I don't want to sound unprofessional because it's not a remote new team member relationship being built just a call for some quick access\permissions things usually. Soooo tempted tho each time...."Sab tik tok hai yaha par?" lol

twitter

I had a dream last night I signed up for Twitter. I saw myself create a login and everything.

I can't find better things to dream about? So I dream about Twitter? OMG

Happy Shiv Ratri!

Today is Shiv Ratri. Growing up all I heard was Lord Shiv was really a softie and he's really easy to please and receive his blessing. Needless to say, he's my fave Hindu God.

Can we add that along with being blessed you are also given the sight to realize you are being blessed? That's more than half the battle, my friends.

Or is that just called living and experiencing life?

Keep your prayers big and your hearts even bigger.